Every time I think about it I get that stinging in my nose and behind my eyes, I cant believe how emotional I feel about it.
Maybe because she is my first born, maybe because she's a girl, maybe because she is an August baby so I feel I have had the minimum time with her, maybe because she has allergies..... or maybe all of the above, coupled with the fact that for the last 4 years she has been my first and last thought.